I got present everytime when i unhappy..like last night..
really hurt last night..
been in this career so long ady...
that is the first time feel so hurt...
harmful destroy....
i mean my confident..
tomorrow is another i need to fight!
i wont let last night spoile my boiler spirit...
it always a competition,fight!
beat or be beaten...
thanks for all the support and care...
and uncle chuan,
and i will pretend like so supprise and touching..
Love,
Pat
