B O R E D O F T H A T

That is playing "bleeding love" now.

not much feeling on that right now..

met benjamin just now,

such a long time dint see him.

we talk about some thing old...

felt that..every thing is passed..

its over...

finally i can leave it.

may be i found some thing now.

but i felt im droping down as before.

so i swear i will not let myself be that!

no matter how tough you are,

also need a warm sweet hug from some one you love.

no one will be tough forever.

single life,i hate it but i enjoy it.

couple life,love it and appreciate it.

hard to get true love.

BLEEDING LOVE

I BORED ABOUT IT

I DONT GIVE A FUCKING DAMN ON IT

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y

Today is a big day for my dear...

finally he is 21 years young...

me and him dint mention any thing about his birthday..

but i ady know what i need to do..

i read his blog just now.

felt sad..

he is a good guy..

but good guy not suppose to belongs to me.

it just will get hurt..

he's too goood..

u know what..

its really annoying me every time when u call me when im sleeping or im drunk..

but...at lease u call me...

even my parents dint call me also.

i think he is the only one who still care me that much right now.

even i hurt him a lot...

sorry...and thanks...

you gave me really A LOT.

cheer up my dear...

i will not forgot what we had last time..

move on...

many things are waiting for us...

may be some thing better in front..

god bless you.

i still love you..but the love for friendship.

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR-

~MUACKZ~

R U N N I N G

Got a long long penguin's story from a friend just now..

reliaze that i really never ber-blog in a while time..

how was me?

still that same..

yea...

same..

i just finish up all the girls profile send to client.

i took a rest while im doing that..

and suddenly feel like need a hug from my back.

it sweet and warm..

never mind...

just wait.

its just begin...

cause i saw and i found...

Every thing still need to go on.

Seem like long time never been here.

my life still the same.

but i stopped flirt^^

find out the reason by ur own..

im still working every day,still club...

still doing whatever im doing..

but im confusing..

why i never get fulfill...

is that a normal being?

human is greedy.

am i right?

LIFE...