Penguin aka Patricia

Hiding those emo shit thing very well,
But it come again after so long that I though its over.
I lie to myself but I failed..again..
Know things can forget by time fly,
But never think that is so easy for some people..
And live happily..
I wish that is me that who let go everything and start over a brand new me.
Live happily like no body business..
No need think and stay sweet and happiness with the right person..
Sometime ppl will give a compliment that I stay tough even how my background is..
Even myself also think I'm good and tough enough..
But I was wrong! So wrong...
I though I can hide it and act nothing happen everything are fine..
But always something will remind me!
I so wanna get over it and walk away from these!
I believe I can but just don't know when its the time!
Now I know,I just weak and I'm a loser!