Tonight,makes me think so much.
i was dump by my friens.
i dint go poppy on my wonderful saturday night.
i had been working so tired on this moring till late.
i dint sleep at all from last night.
cause im drunk at poppy last night.
thats ady 6am some thing and i need to go work on 7am.
i'm damn drunk.its really made me down last night.
i cant stop crying when i heard some songs in friend's car.
i recall many manny things.
happy,unhappy.
i sent msg to him again.
i cant get control...
sorry.
he dint reply,dint scold me..
i should be live so good right now.
but,i really did my best.
it always made me down.
i dint want the best thing.
i dint have high request.
but,nomatter what i did.
its useless.
i still like this.
i really hate this.
i just wanna be a normal happy person.
i just want my life to be simple.
what so difficult.
i really dint understand.
i really wanna alive.
