Amazing 4 days 3 nights..

Admitted in ward after since I was 8years old..
Friends came and left.. I'm alone at the the end of the day..
I'm thinking.. Am I cheating myself?? I'm actually not a happy girl.. I just happy go lucky.. With short Athena..Lolz..
I realize that I'm always alone when comes to the time I really need someone with me.. How sad it is.. But the other way round is that independent?? I had no idea..
After this incident.. I think I should make some change.. Good luck!

Pat,
With Loves.

Back To The Stage

It's been a while I never blog.. Things happen.. A lot.. Happening, sad, drown, well done..ditch?? Lolz..
Cut my hair short it mean I'm officially from " old news papper " turn into a normal person which I mean the real ordinary girl.. From devil to angel. Lolz!!
But things will always change now a days.. Devil can't really hide, so I'm an angel with horn and tail now.. Working permanent office job and less modelling, decided after down from the miss Malaysia pageant 2months ago.. But from I.T executive turn to event company sales and marketing executive. Beside working hard still at part time modelling, pageant so and so, I'm actually finding my connection back.. By losing my phone I do hate the empty feeling very much!
Last but not least, I'm officially 21st this year!! Ahahahah!! Set a plan and I'm working it on!! Keep it up!!

-No pain No gain Not again-

Loves,
Pat