penguinPig

Went genting but the cold wind never help to cue my emo mood,
but remind me of the Apollo's birthday cake..
Control myself don't do thing that make myself sad..
But I failed..
Always go out with kelly now a day,
Look at her and QQ,7 year's love..
Not jealous but up sad.
Can't do anythg,ppl is a happy man now,marry soon..
And me just a stupid don't know hold and appreciate..
Having karma.now I only can see one color,its grey.
No hope no support no true..have nothing.
Sleep when sunrise wake up when almost sunset..
Having nightmare almost everyday but wake up I'm alone..
Only can hug penguin to find a little bit secure..
Living all alone.
I'm the good one,
And you are the happiness one.
I hope I can put down everything and live on..
But I think I can't.