Amazing 4 days 3 nights..

Admitted in ward after since I was 8years old..
Friends came and left.. I'm alone at the the end of the day..
I'm thinking.. Am I cheating myself?? I'm actually not a happy girl.. I just happy go lucky.. With short Athena..Lolz..
I realize that I'm always alone when comes to the time I really need someone with me.. How sad it is.. But the other way round is that independent?? I had no idea..
After this incident.. I think I should make some change.. Good luck!

Pat,
With Loves.

Back To The Stage

It's been a while I never blog.. Things happen.. A lot.. Happening, sad, drown, well done..ditch?? Lolz..
Cut my hair short it mean I'm officially from " old news papper " turn into a normal person which I mean the real ordinary girl.. From devil to angel. Lolz!!
But things will always change now a days.. Devil can't really hide, so I'm an angel with horn and tail now.. Working permanent office job and less modelling, decided after down from the miss Malaysia pageant 2months ago.. But from I.T executive turn to event company sales and marketing executive. Beside working hard still at part time modelling, pageant so and so, I'm actually finding my connection back.. By losing my phone I do hate the empty feeling very much!
Last but not least, I'm officially 21st this year!! Ahahahah!! Set a plan and I'm working it on!! Keep it up!!

-No pain No gain Not again-

Loves,
Pat

I'm back

I don't know how long that I never log in my blog..

Im suddenly have the feeling to blog tonight..

I been through quite a lot of things for this while..

Same old thing,which is fell down,cry,learn,stand up, and keep walking..

It's better to be alone with yourself for the rest of your life than together with a bad company..

It ain't about how hard you hit, it's about how hard you can get hit...and keep moving forward!

Sometimes thing get in your path, and you have a choice..

You can either smash right into them, or you can adjust and move around..

But you have to do one or the other in order to move forward..

Being great at something is going to change it. Being a part of something special makes you special..

A strong person knows how to keep their life in order. Even with tears in their eyes, they still manage to say " I'm OK " with a smile..

I had a meaningful and heart to heart talk with friends..and I finally feel that I have friends around me.. I feel the happiness.. And I have my lovely aunt and family with me..

It's hard at the beginning of my, but I found something and learn in that..and now I'm starting to learn happily in my life..find it, organise it and hold it appreciate it..

I think I will be the happiness person and truly get my happiness! =)

Friends, I know you all will support me! I will always love you all !!

With love,

Pat