抱歉

原谅我没有说
忘了我们是在什么时候
选择放开彼此的手
忘了我们为了什么理由
才会让你一个人走
为什么总在失去后才懂得
才发现你对我最重要
为什么到后来我才有听说
你最爱的人还是我
我想妥协不想眷恋
我想你在身边
能不能够让我们重来一遍
是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨
也不想再狼狈
能来能够让我们回到从前
到那一天当我们还相恋
你说过要陪我走到永远
还是你在敷衍
忘了我们是在什么时候
选择放开彼此的手
忘了我们为了什么理由
才决定不能再挽留
为什么总在失去后才懂得
才发现你对我最重要
为什么到后来我才有听说
你最爱的人还是我
能不能够让我们重来一遍
是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨
也不想再狼狈
能来能够让我们回到从前
到那一天当我们还相恋
你说过要陪我走到永远
还是你在敷衍
能不能够让我们重来一遍
是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨
也不想再狼狈
能来能够让我们回到从前
到那一天当我们还相恋
你说过要陪我走到永远
但你却说抱歉

SICK

Here we have two types of sickness,
Mentality,physically..
Its too bad that a person get two of it.
But I think mentality sick makes physically sick..

I always tot I can act well that I'm still fine and good,
Pretending the sunshine still here..
When the everyone fall asleep,and I still awake,
I'm starting confuse..
I really hate who I am..and I hate I can't go thru all those shit..

Looking everyone happiness its suffer to me..
Yes,I'm jealous..or maybe I'm just too greedy?
I let it go when its in my hand once..
Blame,jealous,cry,sad can't help anything..
But its just so me..

I'm scare,scare for everything especially myself..
Insecure,makes me fall sick;
Regret ,makes me break down;
People,makes me hold...

Force to fill all the time full,
Being stupidity,
Pretend nothing is wrong,
Just to make myself feel better..

I'm forcing myself,
And finally I fall sick..

TIMES

Day fly and gone..
Realize can't control and everything not wanted..
Jealous and Hate can't help but ruin everything.
Waiting things fade..but seem worst..
Think keep everything is better..
Wake up and move on.
its not too much to want peace and smile.

Smile to the sky =)

Gong gong,I miss you.
I lost and missing after you leave me..

Love,
Pat.