my time is hard to pass...

im working now actually...for HP raoshow at 1U...

it's boring working oadshow during weekday...

now you noe why i will write my blog here...

lolz!!

planing to club onight.

but i know im not enuff rest.....

but if you were me...

i think you will do tat so..

i really dont know how to describe my life rite now...

really hope that can over...

and got a nice ending....

tough , tough , tough.......

anyway...

patricia phang ia still the same with penguin....

not thing had been changed...

Sorry - Buckcherry

Oh I had a lot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren’t the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry,
it makes me wanna die
Im sorry Im bad, Im sorry you're blue
Im sorry about all the things
I said to you And I know,I cant take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say Im sorry.
This time I think Im to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
Im sorry Im bad, Im sorry youre blueIm sorry about all the things
I said to you And I knowI cant take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to sayyyyIm sorry
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah, sorryyy
Im sorry Im bad, Im sorry you're blue
Im sorry about all the things I said to you And I know I cant take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go round
And I juuuust wanted to sayyyy
Im sorryyyyyyyoyyyyyy Im sorry baby
Im sorry baby, Yeah Im sorry

another song he ask me to listsen...

haiz...i know what you think,i know what you feel...

but,it useless...

mayb future...i mean,maybe.....

i know you hate me..

but,what can i do for you...

im sorry for you too......

what the FUCK !!

im damn fucking misfortune recently...

it ady some thing sad happen and damn annoyed it...

but some thing just happen yesterday make me being mad !!!

i decide went out bought some thing at Mydin Selayang,

when i waiting G paid the parking fee and we plan to go selayang mall after that.

one motorbike ride by 2 guys are so close to me suddenly,

and i dint stay alert that time...

the guy who sit behide suddenly turn back...

the fucker snatch my phone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG !!!

some more the fucker dare to pick up my call when i called !!

and ask for a detached house !and do with him !!!

he's motion are damn fucking slow,i dont know why i cant action any and just stun there!!

im looking the whole thing happen !!!

im really damn fucking heart pain!!

not just for the phone!

it also for my master...

i really made he feel dissapointed.....

i still cant forgive myself til now!!!

i cant sleep whole night long last night!

my mind keep on thinking the moment the fucker snatch my phone every time when i close my eye !!

i still can remember the fucker is smiling when he snatch my phone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats damn torturing me whole night !!!!!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so to all my darly,please kindly send me your number to me...

i had get back the same number....

thx alot...

love you,muakz !

Story of my life
searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again And to him
I just can't be true And I know that he knows
I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...A murderer
I feel it in the airAs I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy

this is the song he ask me listsen...

what that mean?

i really dont want to know...

whatever happen,i think the ending will be the same...

i really need to rest right now...

im so tired...

just...leave me alone...

i dont want do or think any thing...

crazy maison nite..

The buffdayday boy Daniel! almost thoundsnd year never meet him..
b4 going out..
i love the feel ...

biatch in the house~
actually...i dont know wat his doing..

laz nite

took it before the event finish...

Eva n Pat
im the suria klcc~~
love da dress,simple and nice..
hot chick in bikini~
i love penguin!

went to klang for miss selangor metro last night..
took a lot of picture but not used my phone,that all i can show u..
the venue is fucking far from kepong...
regret when im on the way going by ktm...
haiz...
darz...im getting mad now...
dont know wat happen now...dont know what can i do and what should i do...
i had no mood now...
that all i can write...

swt=.='''

4 difference faces here..lol
one in the five~
our team..
'pik cik'.....
took aftedr work...actually emo ady..swt...

c

last day we have...

sozai wilson n me
watching the cage 2 on 2
me n angel wong
im eating tat ! actually,tats nice...
me n the dude~
pat n sharon~
pat n khairul..their bitch~lol


agatha n pat

tat is so fucking touching n memorable....

do u noe what is tat ?

green team wif dr.amy~
snap shot every free time~
took my stupid face when im enjoying my food~
sista~
pat,mimi n angel~

today is the last day tat working for Castrol...

feel sad when we gonna leave..

agatha was cried..=.=''

make me feel sad oso..

we miss all the past 9 weeks we had...

exspecially all the outstation days..

sobs....

miss u all ~~

miss the starbucks n coffee bean too~~

lol..

anyway,i had a nice memorable time wif they all...

really gona miss that n wish to hv fun together again wif all of them..

waiting to the next party time....

me n low low low low.....
tats my darlyn,sayang,pat,honey,sister(from left)
actually...i forget hu's him.....
enjoy my nite..woohoo
dunno wat are we trying to do...
tats another crazy nite...check it out tat sh wilson~~lol
happy buffday sayang~super saver !!
no comment...
happy family~
my biatch and dude!

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While youre far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleepCause Id miss you babyAnd I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I still miss you baby And I dont want to miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And Im wondering what youre dreaming
Wondering if its me youre seeing
then I kiss your eyes And thank God were together
I just want to stay with you in this moment foreverForever and ever
Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause I miss you babyAnd I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I still miss you babyAnd I dont want to miss a thing
I dont want to miss one smile
I dont want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause I miss you baby And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
I dont want to miss a thing

im wonder...

tat too many happen suddenly...

duno how to say..duno wat to do...

gone every thg,n come every thg new...

i start in new life...

restart every thg...

tough,independence...

i meet my old fren laz nite,

they said i had change alot...

evil ady,bcum a devil ady...

but,lucky im still the 1 im tat they noe...

i said.mayb i noe more,learn more ady...

noe more truth n fact..

sound sad rite?

but tat's the truth...

but,not really sad n bad,jz depend which way u take...

am i rite?

my dear darly frens,

i never change,i jz learn how to protect myself ady,

learn how to enjoy my life,

learn how to make myself more happy n cheeer...

all of us are not the small lil kids as last time...

cannot be innocent any more...

try to live life to the full,

make some thg difference in our life,try more n learn more thg...

some of u decide to take the course tat u want to study,

some of u working 1st..some of u decide to enjoy holiday 1st...

watever u decide,jz go ahead...

dont regret wat u decide..

and i,i just work as a freelance model now...

haven take any course...

i wanna take july paper..

i try to find a way no need go tat stupid fucking NS !

but i dunno wat to do...

i still wonder am i want to study mass comm or go interview stewardess...

i might to work at Dubai...earn more..

but i miss all the thg here...

and i might be train back my wushu...

what the fuck !!!!!!!!
i wanna do many thg !!!!

i wanna make my teeth nicer,

i wanna do a tatto on my waist when my 18years buffday,

i wanna buy a gucci bag for myself when im 18years buffday,

i wanna make my skin nicer,

i wanna buy a watch,

i wanna keep my hair long,

i wanna earn min 2k a month,

i wanna get a car licence,

i wanna get a laptop,

i wana get a ring.............

many many more i wanna...

im stress...very stress...

i feel i so greety...

but tat the way make myself cheer...

tats the way i get energy...

okay,back to the topic,

all my dear darly,

no matter how i change,

i still the 1 who u noe,

im still love u all...

dont worry me.....

no need to say any thg,no need to comfort me...

i can handle myself....

love u all,muackz !

im still here..

im wonder.......
i hope i can get the thg i want..smile n cheer everyday...

altho0ugh tat result is suck...but we still happy snapshot~

trying hard to get a nice photo...but..haiz..fine...
im lost...
i look so lil in them..=.='''