Its Me...I'm Your Girl.

I'm Back, My Dearest WuShu Dao !

i will get back to my wushu training as well...

i really need that...yea~that me..

take that to build my body back..

i really enjoyed the time i fight..

miss the time when i training..

release my stress!! forget all the sad and bad things!!

fuck off !!!!!!

kk,what it got to do with Kitaro's music?

that the music i plan to mix with my wushu pattern.

its not easy dude...

good luck to me my dear~

I Dont Dare To Have a Dream...

Ooh...

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...

No One Is Perfect, You Are Not Perfect, But One Of Your Part is Pretty Enough.

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she still
looks amazing ]

When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on the
cheek. ]

When she's scared
[assure her you're not goin to leave
her ]

When she lays her head on your
shoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold her
hand ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could
understand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her
fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad

[hug her tight and don't
let go ]

- When she says she's ok dont believe
it, talk with her

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after
you wake up

- Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.

- Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out

- Hug her from behind

- Don't go hang out with you ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.

- If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.

- Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.

- Play with her hair

- Pick her up

- Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it

- Let her fall asleep in your arms.

- If you care about her, then tell her

- Remember her birthday and get her something, even if
its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU.

it means all the world to HER.

it's the thought that counts.

- Always call her when you say you will,

it may not seem like it,

but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care

so call even if you can only talk for a minute.

Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night

but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.

- Treat her like she's all that matters
to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's
sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think its
stupid.

- Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal

(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep),

jewelry (she'll treasure it forever),

and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).

- When she runs up at you crying, the
first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

- If u care about her...SHOW her!

is that what all a boy friend should do??

can you do that as a boy friend?

wow...if yes,you are almost perfect...

but,for those girl who having these kind of perfect boy friend..

hold it tight and dont lost it...

you should know you're so lucky to having he...

do some thing to let he know you are so love him and so appreciate him too...

give and take...

show your love babe !

i'm always love you,

Patricia Phang

Are You a Beautiful Liar ??

still doing nothing now...

waiting to go bar club...

yea~bar club...

finally can club...

no jobs no club no chill out...

wow! such a boring life...

everyday wake up in the evening...

sleep in the morning...

my life is suck man!

lucky just yam cha with few ultraman member last night...

just send few profile to agent...

wow...count down from now to the day go NS...

...22 days...

appreciate the days i left...

a lot of thing wanna do...

but seem like a lot of issue blok me...

Fine!

my title,

Are You a Beautiful Liar??

no need to answer me.

some thing no need to tell..

thats a better way.

but some thing really need the answer..

depends on what you want.

Am i right ?

huh??

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Ay, Ay, Ay
Nobody likes being played
Beyonce, Beyonce
Shakira, Shakira (hey)

He said I'm worth it, his one desire
(I know things about 'em that you wouldn't wanna read about)
He kissed me, his one and only, beautiful Liar
(Tell me how you tolerate the things that you just found out about)

We'll never know
(Why are we the ones who suffer)
I have to let go
(He won't be the one to cry)

(Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's now worth the drama
For a beautiful liar

(Oh) Can't we laugh about it? (ha ha ha)
(Oh) It's now worth our time
(Oh) We can live without him
Just a beautiful liar

I trusted him, but when I followed you, I saw you together
(I didn't know about you then 'till I saw you with him again)
I walked in on your love scene, slow dancing
(You stole everything, how can you say I did you wrong)

We'll never know
(When the pain & heartbreaks over)
I have to let go
(The innocence is gone)

(Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's now worth the drama
For a beautiful liar

(Oh) Can't we laugh about it? (ha ha ha)
(Oh) It's now worth our time
(Oh) We can live without him
Just a beautiful liar

Tell me how to forgive you
When it's me whos ashamed
[Beyonce]
And I wish could free you
Of the hurt and the pain
[Both]
But the answer is simple
He's the one to blame

[Instrumental Break]

[Both]
(Ay) Beyonce, Beyonce
(Ay) Shakira, Shakira
(Oh) Beyonce, Beyonce
(Oh) Shakira, Shakira

(Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's now worth the drama
For a beautiful liar

(Oh) Can't we laugh about it? (ha ha ha)
(Oh) It's now worth our time
(Oh) We can live without him
Just a beautiful liar

Its Not The End of The World

THE END OF THE WORLD by Skeeter Davis




Country Roads - John Denver



Only fools rush in-Winchesters



Carpenters - Close to You



Elvis Presley Jailhouse Rock



Oasis - Stand by Me



Sugar Sugar - The Archies



Sukiyaki



The Great Pretender" - The Platters

Hold Me, Don't Drop Me.

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You dont know what your doin
What you're doin to me
Try to stop it, cant stop it
Cuz you got what I need
You got me all open
And now you're tryin to leave
Hold it dont drop it, dont drop it
Stop it, cant stop it, wont stop it

Everytime I try to run
Somethin keeps stoppin me
I try my best to turn around
But your touch wont let me leave
I cant control it
You put somethin inside of me
Cuz you're a problem
Boy you must have poisoned me

Boy I must be buggin
Let you play those games I dont understand
Hold It Don't Drop It lyrics on
I'll be that yo-yo on a string
Roll it down Ill come right back to your hand
I make excuses
But we keep on rockin anyway
But it aint workin
When I let you go you make me stay

Wont let, me leave
Control, of me
You got, what I need
Hold it dont drop it, dont drop it
Stop it, cant stop it, wont stop it
Wont let you go
Cant let you leave
I need your love
Inside of me
You got control
Control of me
Hold it dont drop it, dont drop it
Stop it, cant stop it, wont stop it

old things is pretty nice then new things some time..

鄧麗君-不了情





萬芳-新不了情

Hi,my name is Natalie Phang...

received Bornie's called last night around 7pm...

B - Bornie

P - Pat

B: hey hey~where you my dear~

P: having my dinner,why ?

B: can you do me a favor?

P: whatswrong?

B: 11 girls FFK suddenly for my 2nd heat...

P: Walao ee !!! then how?

B: come and help me,please...

P: dont want!! i just failed to get in to the final that night !!

B: its alright....just come and help me...dont worries,got fried egg and fried rice here to eat...

P: i'm having mt dinner...

B: kk,so can you help me?come la,you so guai de...

P: err....k la k la...come now...i want the bear bear also if i cant get in the final again..

B: kk! no pro,thx a lot~

so i'm went to the pageant at Goldhill again...for the 2nd heat...

they want me to act...

"now,you're Natalie Phang,you're twins with Patricia Phang.

you're more solf and quite then Pat..."

oh shit.....

so,i;m Natalie Phang for last night...

and,i get into the grand final last night...

swt...which name i should use in final?

they still wanna laught and ask me change my name to Nat..

maybe can bring me luck...

FUCK!

i'm happt that i get into the final,but so "pik cik" that i'm using the name "natalie"

=.=''''''''

me and emily in our beautiful eveing grown~

thats the gift for those can get into the grand final..

me and the notty Justina.

'nat' and emily in batik..
wilma and 'nat'...


my name is Natalie Phang tonight~=.=
wow~
my nice evening grown...
ten of us...

Madonna ft. Justin Timberlake - 4 Minutes

Timbaland:
I'm outta time and all I got is 4 minutes
(Fricki fricki)
4 minutes eh
(x8)

Ha ha
Yeah
Ha ha
Breakdown come on

Justin Timberlake:
Hey
Uh
Come on
Madonna

Madonna:
Come on boy I've been waiting for somebody to pick up my stroll

Justin:
Now don't waste time, give me desire, tell me how you wanna roll

Madonna:
I want somebody to speed it up for me then take it down slow
There's enough room for both

Justin:
Girl I can hit you back just gotta show me where it's at
Are you ready to go? (Are you ready to go?)

Madonna and Justin:
If you want it
You've already got it
If you thought it
It better be what you want

If you feel it
It must be real just
Say the word and
I'ma give you what you want

Madonna:
Time is waiting

Justin:
We only got four minutes to save the world

Madonna:
No hesitating
Grab a boy

Justin:
Go grab your girl

Madonna:
Time is waiting

Justin:
We only got four minutes to save the world

Madonna:
No hesitating

Justin:
We only got four minutes huh four minutes
So keep it up keep it up
Don't be afraid
Madonna

Madonna:
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Justin:
That's right keep it up keep it up
Don't be afraid
Madonna

Madonna:
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock
Sometimes I think what I need is a you intervention

Yeah

Justin:
And I know I can tell that you like it and that it's good
By the way that you move
Oh hey

Madonna:
The road to heaven is paved with good intentions
Yeah

Justin:
But if I die tonight at least I can say I did what I wanted to do
Tell me how 'bout you?

Madonna and Justin:
If you want it
You've already got it
If you thought it
It better be what you want

If you feel it
It must be real just
Say the word and
I'ma give you what you want

Madonna:
Time is waiting

Justin:
We only got four minutes to save the world

Madonna:
No hesitating
Grab a boy

Justin:
Go grab your girl

Madonna:
Time is waiting

Justin:
We only got four minutes to save the world

Madonna:
No hesitating

Justin:
We only got four minutes huh four minutes
So keep it up keep it up
Don't be afraid
Madonna

Madonna:
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Justin:
That's right keep it up keep it up
Don't be afraid
Madonna

Madonna:
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Timbaland:
Breakdown
Yeah

Madonna:
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Timbaland:
Yeah uh

Madonna:
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Timbaland:
I've only got four minutes to save the world

I LOVE YOU Manchester United !!!

Glory, glory Man United.

Glory, glory Man United.

Glory, glory Man United.

When the reds go marching up, up, UP !

Manchester United was crowned kings of Europe for the third time on Wednesday when they beat Chelsea 6-5 on penalties after a breathless all-English Champions League final had finished 1-1 after extra time.

the match finish around 6am..

lepak at ben ben's house a while then my laksamana send me back..

it ady 6.30am in morning...swt...

my dad just woke up gonna to work..

i quickly ran into room when he is still in the toilet~

muahahah...

woke up at 4 in the evening just now...

having my first meal at pizza hut,kepong..

lol...that is celebrate vincent's buffday~

i missed the count down session at Laundry,the Curve last night with them..

cause i went to a pageant at Goldhill,Manjalara..

meet Wilma there and i went to Setapak after pageant with Wilma..

rest a while at their house then went to Steven's corner for the excited football match!

^^

Dj Tiesto - Traffic

yea yea~~
this da music i love...
miss that time that i organise a fashion show in school...
always use this song almost every shows...
lol...sound like so geng..
just small event during school time...

I'm not that Innocent,I'm an Angel with Toxic.

The happiness of my life depends on the quality of my thoughts.
A sharp tongue can cut my own throat.
The heaviest thing I can carry is a grudge.
One thing I can give and still keep...is my word.

The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime! It is never too late to become what I might have been.
shopping alone at one u this afternoon..then went to Mid valley after G came..

feel so weird just shopping with him...*_*
my heart so pain!!!!!

i bought a Shuemura's make up remover cleanser...

280!!!

i wont buy it if not for my face good...

plan wanna buy bra today...sob..

but lucky i got a ring for myself~

sound so pity..gonna buy ring for myself...

but i enjoy it!

i lost my ring during the Miss cheongsam Malaysia..

i bought another same as that one i lost..

beside that, i also bought a sweater.

feel so weak recently...

when to weng seng house after shopping..

mr.W~

watching hong kong movie till 11pm just went out for my late dinner...

cause all the dude were playing ps...

yea,PS...swt...

Indo mee again today...

i think i had ate indo mee 3 or 4 days in row...

i'm so kinda hor lian...

do saw those baby's photo i post?

damn cute right ?

i received it from one of my fren through email.

dont know how is my baby look like in future..

lol...you know what,

i tot i just marry with some one and just be a dumb housewife...

have a cute lil baby~lol,funny right ?

that what i tot long long time ago..

but for now,

i really got plan it..

but life is not that easy...

i plan i wanna get a baby before 28..

then i will not have age cage with my child next time...

but,before that,"No BMW No marry".

lol..not that mean im greedy...

i mean i just will marry after every thing stable...

that mean that time i also can afford a BMW car...

not the guy~muahahaha~~

maybe i can share with him~

why BMW ?

BMW = Be My Wife

sweet right ?

^^

hehe~~

took when do nothing at mr.W's house...lol

My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion

Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we're one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not
go away

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

for your information,i cried every time when i watch Titanic...

really so touch and so respect for the way they love!

found some romance and sweet in the hard time...

sorry now a day i always listen all those sad song...

Richard Marx-Right here waiting for you

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' cRaZy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

i love this song so much~

*i will be right here waiting for you*

so sad but so sweet...

Baby,one more time...

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Oh baby, baby
Oh baby, baby
Oh baby, baby
How was I supposed to know
That something wasn't right here
Oh baby baby
I shouldn't have let you go
And now you're out of sight, yeah
Show me, how you want it to be
Tell me baby
'Cause I need to know now what we've got

[CHORUS:]
My loneliness is killing me
I must confess, I still believe
When I'm not with you I lose my mind
Give me a sign
Hit me baby one more time

Oh baby, baby
The reason I breathe is you
Boy you got me blinded
Oh baby, baby
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
That's not the way I planned it
Show me, how you want it to be
Tell me baby
'Cause I need to know now what we've got

[Repeat CHORUS]

Oh baby, baby
Oh baby, baby
Ah, yeah, yeah
Oh baby, baby
How was I supposed to know
Oh pretty baby
I shouldn't have let you go
I must confess, that my loneliness
Is killing me now
Don't you know I still believe
That you will be here
And give me a sign
Hit me baby one more time

[Repeat CHORUS]

I must confess that my loneliness
Is killing me now
Don't you know I still believe
That you will be here
And give me a sign
Hit me baby one more time

finally i found it !

Holly Valance ~ Kiss Kiss


im finding this song long long time ady!
i found it !
this is the 1st song i dance...
that time im still is the small lil junior...
wow~happy^.^v

Nice thing have to share~

The Platters - Smoke gets in your eyes



nice song nice song~
i'm damn love this song before~
and now too~

The Platters - Only You



i think you know this song rite~

Smile with Sweet When i Think Back,Keep Smiling to Move Forward,Even Thats Tough.

what the hell is going on!!

i really hate this!

i was wrote a long long blog just now and it just disappear suddenly again !!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!

am i dumb??

sob.....

i was so excited just now cause finally i get online...

FINE !

what i had did this few days?

i went for a video shoot with Angela on last friday night..

its not a tvc,its for a company to post on their website..

its a funny video and its really funny during working..

and most happy is 700 on the spot~

muahahaha~~

next,

worked for Chivas at Genting on saturday.

Celcom X-live party~

im not really enjoyed cause im working...

my sad always come after happy,

cause some fucking issue happen..

because of the issue i lost one pageant and two jobs on sunday!

i ffk the AFOS Racequeen.

so sorry for the organiser...

i lost a Thailand fashion show,and a tvc job in the same day!

and the tvc job i had shortlised for the feature!

i hate that issue deeply in my heart!

lucky,

i got a nice chill out session with my cute lil aileng~

xoxoxo

we were drunk last nite by only beer!

i don't know how many we had drank,

but the bill is around 500!!

i my face got a scar right now..

i don't know what happen last night and my cheek is kena snatch by some thing...

.T_T.

not pretty ady...

no ppl want me ady...

sob sob sob

i met one of aileng's friend,

he is also like to listen those lou chai song~

nice to meet you,Cageon~

i felt so down after i receive the letter from that day onwards...

the letter from Nasional Servise...

my camp at Kuantan...

Kuantan.........

haiz..

i gonna ciao on 14June...

that is 14Sept when i back...

thats my BIRTHDAY !!

can i come back early..........

i gonna do whaever i want to...

cause i gonna bored till die in camp...

*sos please,some one help me!*

If Your Sky is Grey Just let Me Know

normal life to me this few days..

no work,but going for 3 pageant in a week...

that is the 1st time i cant get in to the final on wednesday night...

Miss Wilayah Tourism Of The Year 2008

wow...really upsad till now...

went to Tuborg training today,

but i think is an interview...

the women want us take off our heels due to know how tall actually we are...

=.=lucky im not so short in them...

but aileng...lol

kk,sayang my dear~~

hope i can get the job...

but that is damn tired if i got that,

cause i need to rush back on sunday morning b4 10am..

for the AFOS Race Queen final at sepang...

meet them up at bt.Jalil...

don't know can i rush for a Thailand's Fashion show before 4pm at Pearl point hotel on the same day...

before that,i need to go KLCC for the Seremban fashion show's briefing tomorrow...

then maybe have a chill out session with my castrol ultraman,

otherwise i will go poppy~~

muahahaha!!!

rushing rushing rushing...

just to make myself busy..

make my life full...

but,honestly,my life is really improve...

not only that,

me myself also...

~I finally stopped tripping on my youth

I needed to grow

And finally my mate has met my soul~

yea~~

finally,lil penguin is growing up~

glad to hear that ?

^^

i will get a freaking good care for myself..

no worries..

notice my title?

if your sky is grey just let me know..

i'm always here for you...

i'm a good listener...

because my sky is become sunny~

okay..

i should slpeep early a bit..

cause my body and face had gave a lot of signal to me...

good night my dear~

love you

muackz !