Wednesday, June 4, 2008

I smile and you think I'm fine..

It's was a pretty tired(learn from momo..>.<) day i had yesterday...
work for Celcom tvc for whole day and night...
time start from 6.30am till 5pm...
9.30pm till 12.30am i think..
im enjoyed the tired^^
got new frenzz there and we played "hard"there as well..
ya,play HARD...
cause we are playing cards while waiting to shoot..
lol~~
-my sky is dark blue yesterday-
love,
pat

Monday, June 2, 2008

About Me??

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong,
talk like everythings perfect,
act like it's all a dream,
and pretend it's not hurting me..

Emotional
I'm in touch with who im and have learned to listen to my instincts. Acting on my gut has yet to steer you wrong.

Intellectual
Weekends are meant for relaxing, not working. Whether it's grabbing a drink or going out dancing, i know how to unwind.Saturday is couple's day,sunday is family's day.

Physical
There isn't a sport that I wouldn't want to try. Whether it's kite surfing or kickball, i'm always up for learning how to do something new.




Its that me ?
what do u think ?
thats a result i played a text in facebook...




-my sky is grey today-
pat still here,
13 days more.

DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY IT"S COVER.



You just see it's happy from its face,but how you know is that real from it's heart?

Sunday, June 1, 2008

I'm so sick now,but will be stronger after..

enterogastritis, food poisoning...
thats what doctor told me...
dont ask me why..
cause i also dont know..
eating porridge these few days...
walao..
i missed indo mee...
^^


such a colourful pills..

i really hate this..it almost kill me!

lol~i bought this at Cheras pasar mlm last wednesday~

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Penguin and Penguins..


wish your all have a happy sunday~

singing penguin

dancing penguin

crying penguin

playing penguin

gila punya penguin
angry penguin

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

My day was so pain..

so pain so pain...
i was felt down from stair last night at the backstage...=.=
some get fever these few days...
what i'm going on......
faint faint faint~~
my head so pain..
my neck and shoulder was spasm this morning...
my back was so pain,even now still pain...
i still need to have my wushu training...
.T_T.
i ady had some basic ideal for my martial art dance..
^^the only happy thing~
my final was on next tuesday..
if i cant get ready my dance before that i got to choose Q&A...
swt...
yea~i got to go Ultraman chill out session tomorrow night~
cant wait it~
...days to NS-17 days...

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Miss these So Much..Keep It, And Miss it..

I'm really miss that...
I'll always miss you all...
my real happy time...




My mood was Up side Down

we are so enjoyed it~

i like this~~but all of them like the cheese one...=.=
i was so down this morning...then follow them having dinner at Aman Puri...
they wanna eat crap sddenly...
i just join them even my stomach not feeling well...
cause i wanted to eat too~~^^
thats so yummy~~~~
i was so happy after the dinner..
but i was so fucking down when i reach home..
i receive the document from National Service...
...18 days left from now...
what the fuck!why so many documents...
=.=
yes yes yes,i do...
so down so sad so mad......moodless..............

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Its Me...I'm Your Girl.





Saturday, May 24, 2008

I'm Back, My Dearest WuShu Dao !



i will get back to my wushu training as well...

i really need that...yea~that me..

take that to build my body back..

i really enjoyed the time i fight..

miss the time when i training..

release my stress!! forget all the sad and bad things!!

fuck off !!!!!!

kk,what it got to do with Kitaro's music?

that the music i plan to mix with my wushu pattern.

its not easy dude...

good luck to me my dear~

I Dont Dare To Have a Dream...



Ooh...

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been
(or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering
(or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...

Friday, May 23, 2008

No One Is Perfect, You Are Not Perfect, But One Of Your Part is Pretty Enough.

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she still
looks amazing ]

When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on the
cheek. ]

When she's scared
[assure her you're not goin to leave
her ]

When she lays her head on your
shoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold her
hand ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could
understand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her
fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad
[hug her tight and don't
let go ]

- When she says she's ok dont believe
it, talk with her

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after
you wake up
- Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
- Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out
- Hug her from behind
- Don't go hang out with you ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
- If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.
- Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.
- Play with her hair
- Pick her up
- Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it
- Let her fall asleep in your arms.
- If you care about her, then tell her
- Remember her birthday and get her something, even if
its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU.
it means all the world to HER.
it's the thought that counts.
- Always call her when you say you will,
it may not seem like it,
but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care
so call even if you can only talk for a minute.
Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night
but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.

- Treat her like she's all that matters
to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's
sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think its
stupid.
- Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal
(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep),
jewelry (she'll treasure it forever),
and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).

- When she runs up at you crying, the
first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
- If u care about her...SHOW her!
is that what all a boy friend should do??
can you do that as a boy friend?
wow...if yes,you are almost perfect...
but,for those girl who having these kind of perfect boy friend..
hold it tight and dont lost it...
you should know you're so lucky to having he...
do some thing to let he know you are so love him and so appreciate him too...
give and take...
show your love babe !
i'm always love you,
Patricia Phang

Are You a Beautiful Liar ??

still doing nothing now...
waiting to go bar club...
yea~bar club...
finally can club...
no jobs no club no chill out...
wow! such a boring life...
everyday wake up in the evening...
sleep in the morning...
my life is suck man!
lucky just yam cha with few ultraman member last night...
just send few profile to agent...
wow...count down from now to the day go NS...
...22 days...
appreciate the days i left...
a lot of thing wanna do...
but seem like a lot of issue blok me...
Fine!
my title,
Are You a Beautiful Liar??
no need to answer me.
some thing no need to tell..
thats a better way.
but some thing really need the answer..
depends on what you want.
Am i right ?
huh??




Ay, Ay, Ay
Nobody likes being played
Beyonce, Beyonce
Shakira, Shakira (hey)

He said I'm worth it, his one desire
(I know things about 'em that you wouldn't wanna read about)
He kissed me, his one and only, beautiful Liar
(Tell me how you tolerate the things that you just found out about)

We'll never know
(Why are we the ones who suffer)
I have to let go
(He won't be the one to cry)

(Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's now worth the drama
For a beautiful liar

(Oh) Can't we laugh about it? (ha ha ha)
(Oh) It's now worth our time
(Oh) We can live without him
Just a beautiful liar

I trusted him, but when I followed you, I saw you together
(I didn't know about you then 'till I saw you with him again)
I walked in on your love scene, slow dancing
(You stole everything, how can you say I did you wrong)

We'll never know
(When the pain & heartbreaks over)
I have to let go
(The innocence is gone)

(Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's now worth the drama
For a beautiful liar

(Oh) Can't we laugh about it? (ha ha ha)
(Oh) It's now worth our time
(Oh) We can live without him
Just a beautiful liar

Tell me how to forgive you
When it's me whos ashamed
[Beyonce]
And I wish could free you
Of the hurt and the pain
[Both]
But the answer is simple
He's the one to blame

[Instrumental Break]

[Both]
(Ay) Beyonce, Beyonce
(Ay) Shakira, Shakira
(Oh) Beyonce, Beyonce
(Oh) Shakira, Shakira

(Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's now worth the drama
For a beautiful liar

(Oh) Can't we laugh about it? (ha ha ha)
(Oh) It's now worth our time
(Oh) We can live without him
Just a beautiful liar

Its Not The End of The World

THE END OF THE WORLD by Skeeter Davis




Country Roads - John Denver



Only fools rush in-Winchesters



Carpenters - Close to You



Elvis Presley Jailhouse Rock



Oasis - Stand by Me



Sugar Sugar - The Archies



Sukiyaki



The Great Pretender" - The Platters

Hold Me, Don't Drop Me.




You dont know what your doin
What you're doin to me
Try to stop it, cant stop it
Cuz you got what I need
You got me all open
And now you're tryin to leave
Hold it dont drop it, dont drop it
Stop it, cant stop it, wont stop it


Everytime I try to run
Somethin keeps stoppin me
I try my best to turn around
But your touch wont let me leave
I cant control it
You put somethin inside of me
Cuz you're a problem
Boy you must have poisoned me

Boy I must be buggin
Let you play those games I dont understand
Hold It Don't Drop It lyrics on
I'll be that yo-yo on a string
Roll it down Ill come right back to your hand
I make excuses
But we keep on rockin anyway
But it aint workin
When I let you go you make me stay

Wont let, me leave
Control, of me
You got, what I need
Hold it dont drop it, dont drop it
Stop it, cant stop it, wont stop it
Wont let you go
Cant let you leave
I need your love
Inside of me
You got control
Control of me
Hold it dont drop it, dont drop it
Stop it, cant stop it, wont stop it

old things is pretty nice then new things some time..

鄧麗君-不了情





萬芳-新不了情

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Hi,my name is Natalie Phang...

received Bornie's called last night around 7pm...
B - Bornie
P - Pat
B: hey hey~where you my dear~
P: having my dinner,why ?
B: can you do me a favor?
P: whatswrong?
B: 11 girls FFK suddenly for my 2nd heat...
P: Walao ee !!! then how?
B: come and help me,please...
P: dont want!! i just failed to get in to the final that night !!
B: its alright....just come and help me...dont worries,got fried egg and fried rice here to eat...
P: i'm having mt dinner...
B: kk,so can you help me?come la,you so guai de...
P: err....k la k la...come now...i want the bear bear also if i cant get in the final again..
B: kk! no pro,thx a lot~
so i'm went to the pageant at Goldhill again...for the 2nd heat...
they want me to act...
"now,you're Natalie Phang,you're twins with Patricia Phang.
you're more solf and quite then Pat..."
oh shit.....
so,i;m Natalie Phang for last night...
and,i get into the grand final last night...
swt...which name i should use in final?
they still wanna laught and ask me change my name to Nat..
maybe can bring me luck...
FUCK!
i'm happt that i get into the final,but so "pik cik" that i'm using the name "natalie"
=.=''''''''

me and emily in our beautiful eveing grown~
thats the gift for those can get into the grand final..
me and the notty Justina.

'nat' and emily in batik..
wilma and 'nat'...


my name is Natalie Phang tonight~=.=
wow~
my nice evening grown...
ten of us...

Madonna ft. Justin Timberlake - 4 Minutes



Timbaland:
I'm outta time and all I got is 4 minutes
(Fricki fricki)
4 minutes eh
(x8)

Ha ha
Yeah
Ha ha
Breakdown come on

Justin Timberlake:
Hey
Uh
Come on
Madonna

Madonna:
Come on boy I've been waiting for somebody to pick up my stroll

Justin:
Now don't waste time, give me desire, tell me how you wanna roll

Madonna:
I want somebody to speed it up for me then take it down slow
There's enough room for both

Justin:
Girl I can hit you back just gotta show me where it's at
Are you ready to go? (Are you ready to go?)

Madonna and Justin:
If you want it
You've already got it
If you thought it
It better be what you want

If you feel it
It must be real just
Say the word and
I'ma give you what you want

Madonna:
Time is waiting

Justin:
We only got four minutes to save the world

Madonna:
No hesitating
Grab a boy

Justin:
Go grab your girl

Madonna:
Time is waiting

Justin:
We only got four minutes to save the world

Madonna:
No hesitating

Justin:
We only got four minutes huh four minutes
So keep it up keep it up
Don't be afraid
Madonna

Madonna:
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Justin:
That's right keep it up keep it up
Don't be afraid
Madonna

Madonna:
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock
Sometimes I think what I need is a you intervention

Yeah

Justin:
And I know I can tell that you like it and that it's good
By the way that you move
Oh hey

Madonna:
The road to heaven is paved with good intentions
Yeah

Justin:
But if I die tonight at least I can say I did what I wanted to do
Tell me how 'bout you?

Madonna and Justin:
If you want it
You've already got it
If you thought it
It better be what you want

If you feel it
It must be real just
Say the word and
I'ma give you what you want

Madonna:
Time is waiting

Justin:
We only got four minutes to save the world

Madonna:
No hesitating
Grab a boy

Justin:
Go grab your girl

Madonna:
Time is waiting

Justin:
We only got four minutes to save the world

Madonna:
No hesitating

Justin:
We only got four minutes huh four minutes
So keep it up keep it up
Don't be afraid
Madonna

Madonna:
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Justin:
That's right keep it up keep it up
Don't be afraid
Madonna

Madonna:
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Timbaland:
Breakdown
Yeah

Madonna:
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Timbaland:
Yeah uh

Madonna:
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Timbaland:
I've only got four minutes to save the world

I LOVE YOU Manchester United !!!

Glory, glory Man United.
Glory, glory Man United.
Glory, glory Man United.
When the reds go marching up, up, UP !







Manchester United was crowned kings of Europe for the third time on Wednesday when they beat Chelsea 6-5 on penalties after a breathless all-English Champions League final had finished 1-1 after extra time.

the match finish around 6am..
lepak at ben ben's house a while then my laksamana send me back..
it ady 6.30am in morning...swt...
my dad just woke up gonna to work..
i quickly ran into room when he is still in the toilet~
muahahah...
woke up at 4 in the evening just now...
having my first meal at pizza hut,kepong..
lol...that is celebrate vincent's buffday~
i missed the count down session at Laundry,the Curve last night with them..
cause i went to a pageant at Goldhill,Manjalara..
meet Wilma there and i went to Setapak after pageant with Wilma..
rest a while at their house then went to Steven's corner for the excited football match!
^^

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Dj Tiesto - Traffic



yea yea~~
this da music i love...
miss that time that i organise a fashion show in school...
always use this song almost every shows...
lol...sound like so geng..
just small event during school time...