Once Upon A tiMe...

I type "Patricia Phang" in google...

found some thing really funny long ttime ago..

the miss leisure world 2008 international final held at su zhou china...

and the miss tourism queen malaysia...

haixz...

i joined all the grand grand before...now only join the small small pageant...

http://misscontest.blogspot.com/2008/06/miss-leisure-2008-pageant.html

http://patriciapenguin.blogspot.com/2008/07/miss-leisure-world-2008.html

we are choosing our shoes at new balance when joining the

miss tourism queen malaysia 2008

I'm Still Here

last week is a really hard time to me..

lucky i still survive.

i failed twice and finaly i got it once^^

thanks for evryone who support me...

really appreciate that^^

from this week onwards..

i wanna start a new me...

i got to improve myself for more long way to go...

i can feel,

some thing is waiting me in front^^

Love,

.Pat.

Take . Accept . Keep . Learn . Fight

I had tried my best and did my best..

speechless about that..

never mind.

i will keep it up..

keep smilling...

keep walking^^

Love,

.Pat.

Fight for Yourself

I got present everytime when i unhappy..

like last night..

really hurt last night..

been in this career so long ady...

that is the first time feel so hurt...

harmful destroy....

i mean my confident..

tomorrow is another i need to fight!

i wont let last night spoile my boiler spirit...

it always a competition,fight!

beat or be beaten...

thanks for all the support and care...

and uncle chuan,

and i will pretend like so supprise and touching..

Love,

Pat

Against...

That is the first time happen to me in club..

anyway...thanks for Matthew you guys be there with me^^

really upset...

i'm damn stress this month..too many final..

dont know why lately i will damn stress about my final..

i saw others girls they have parents or mum come to support them

i really jealous about that..

or i wish i have a boy friend like nat and joanna bell's boyfriend..

so support them, care and love them.

they will accompany girlfriend go wherever they go..

be friendly with oganiser,agents and friends..

their girlfriend's final seem like their final...

so sweet..

too many things happen in the sudden..

make me emo again..

last night talk to nic about the rumour at winter bar..

its ady keep holding my tears drops...

but i failed at the end in Autum...

haiz..

it's okay...

LOVE

Pat

Is that the love in my glove?

I was so dunk last night.

i went quattro after my semi final..

and i did some really stupid thing...

some more i heart some one said im a play girl...

HAHA!

before that my agent told me ppl said i'm butterfly..

and now play girl..

well done pat!

speechless...

the mouth is yours...

say whatever you like la!

i will just take that as jealous...a thinking of a loser!

but,i can be bitchy one day...

don't push me to the limit..

Thanks...

L O S T

I seem like back to the crazy clubber as last time.

now even sunday also can club..

Think about it..

What for??

Patricia Phang,

you have to admit that you're lose in this game.

the alcoho does't help anything.

you just look like an idiot when you're doing all those things.

Let go and forget it.

you'll be more happy.

Seriously,

you dont need that,

why wanna hurt yourself?

you're better than many ppl including her.

no need upset..

it's fate.

Wake up wake up !!

Be a better Patricia,

you will get your happiness finally.

no need to say too much..

that's all.

Love.Hugz

Pat

Who Hurt the Most?

Every night i keep thinking about all those thing...every time i think i feel myself is a stupid foolish child...i felt ppl fooling me aroud....

i told myself never ever let this happen again..

but it still happen...

pool pat...

actually who's the victim?

me or her?

-Only four of us last night-

Have a CEO Club launching a Goddezz MontKiara last night...
doing the lingerie show sponsor by Hana there..
Uncle Chuan dont there last night..
no silly photo to show..haiz..

SO...the normal one >





"I want oink oink ady...where my bear bear??" >
<>

NATURAL IS BEAUTY..

Caroline and me^^

me and the cute Charlene..

DayZzz..

i missed quattro wednesday's night few weeks ady..

so i went there last night..

met a lot of friends last night..

jolene,elaine,matthew,brandon,monkey,funkzu.......

woohoo..lucky i run a way before 3 o'clock..

if not i think i'll over night at quattro..

lolzzz...

i take off my hair assention few days ago..

my real hair is much more longer ady!

but still not long enough...

dint have any big show these few day..

so i will keep my new image first..

^^

monkey's cap and brandon's glasses..

and i dint put on make up...

yuck!

Tired boring afternoon..

had been going two night pageant on the row...

very good result ^^

i love the stage last night..

big and long enought..

i mean the stage^^

going zouk will joanna belle last night after the pageant.

then go supper like usual...

when i reached home its ady 5 some thing..

its ady 6am when i done my stuff :(

well,,,

tonight will be working as usual..

then what u think i will be doing on this wonderful friday's night?

muahahaha..

who said crown cant wear like this way huh??

nice wat..

-Forever In Memory-

I got the news from friend like a month ago when he got accident...

i cant make it to visit him when he's in hospital..

He leave us last 2 weeks..everything came too fast.

apparently i got informed by friend when hejust awake from coma and staying at home..

but..i got a msg in the morning by Aline and Aaron that he

died...

everything was like by god to end his life this way..

Sherman spent most 'comeback' time with his family.

all of us proud of him to walkaway this way.

just thatt we can take that we loss oour bestfriend...

-We Will Always Remember and Love You-

Such a long time dint upload anything here ya...

cz can online at home and out of time as well...

how was everyone?

my life still same...

working working..

drinking drinking ...

sleeping sleeping...

just happen some unhappy thing that is really hurt..

but it's passed^^

so let see some photos..

Italianese with Ryan tan..

lucky this is not mine...f not i will kill the person!

the breakfast i cooked..

new hair stlye...

double!!!

yea yea~~

and..i love my eyes....

lolzzzz

so that it all my lovely photos...

rushing to work ady..

ciaoz~

Loves,

PAT

S U D D E N L Y. . .

okies....

last night is my JI Model search final...

till now i also cant believe im the winner!!!!

dam happy..

but the photo i will upload later on..

here let the photo let you know what im doing...

today and last night...

hehe..
nice le....i mean the colour not my fingers...

jolene and pat..

muahahahhahaha....!!!!

hohohohohoho....

suddenly feel like cook then mai cook lo...wat so weird !!

i know its abit dark...but still ok...RIGHT????!

THIS IS MOST NICE^^

quite busy these few days...

that is the F1 shooting i did and having some fun

at Rose chin's house..

welcome..

action...

3*8

THE GANGZZZ....

I Feel Bad

I found out a dead bird in my room yesterday...

my phone barred when i need help..

but lucky my lovely housemate help me clean it up..

so so so emo these few day...

maybe too much happen to me..

hard to breath suddenly..

drank quite a lot these few days..

me and jolene decided go genting when she know im unhappy..

i had no feeling when the fella driving so so fast all the way to genting..

he just used 10-15 minute from pj up to genting..

so u can imagine how fast he drove..

but i just thinking my own stuff and emo all the way to there..

but my lovely friend really try so hard to made me smile..

thx..

even im moody,but i do enjoyed the night..

Jolene snap this when she saw my emo face..
Baa Bii make me smile when he snap me..

the sweet couple holding each other when there is so cold..

Innocence - Avril Lavigne

mySelf...

Let show u some real me this time..

lol

a notty me..

any one wanna find me for shaver ad??lol
SOME of my penguinsssssssss..

tea,coffee or me,sir...?

oopppzzzzz...excuse me...

Home Sweet Home

my new home become a real home now..

my room also damn nice right now^^

so feel like stay at home these few day..

haha..

but actually the fact is no ppl date me lor....

sob..

rest for quite a while ady.

need to start working and start running ady...

money hard to find ah...

haiz..

so sien at home....

so, i move to cheras quite some time ady..

now only i really make it like a room...

Home Sweet Home...

from the outside..
my bed..

hehe

a bit messy=.=

2 small lil table..

penguins.....

penguinsss

mr.chuan so free do this for me^^

this also...

penguinssssssss...

the new shelf^^

i slept on my penguin..

muahaha!!!!!!!!!!

limited addition^^by huaizren..

try to be child^^

the jolene....loser..lol.....

penguin VS rabbit..lol

feel like really wana buy that day!!!!!!!

that all the photo i have....

some i upload to face book ady....

^^

loves,

pat