S T O R Y

If life is a stort book,i think my life is an interesting story book..
full of happiness and sad case..
i know much more ppl that sad than me..
but i really never think my life is full of "challange"...
is that meaningful?
is that i will non stop talking my story to my children or even grandchildren at my late life?
like a talkative old auntie...
then they will say:" stop talking bullshit mak..!"

Sometime,i wonder..
who i am? what i am? how i am??
what will i be? what i should do??
however,i never get my answer..
looking around ppl complaining,
but actually they are staying in happiness...
am i one of them ?
some are really in happiness and showing their lovely sweet thing everywhere everytime..
it make me really hate it...irritating...
but maybe i am one of them one day...
i think i will do the same thing...

So,what i have to do now is just keep it up look for that day...
everytime wake up and tell myself today will be fine...
tell myself the day i want is just at the corner..

Thanks for those who love me,
thanks for those who don't...
you raise me up,
make me know i have to wake up from fell...
make me know i have to love myself more...
Im doing that...
for those who don't,i will let you regret one day...
cause im being tough,and being evil...

Loves,
Pat.